I probably said that i had no right. I probably said that it didn't sway me that i didn't. But i'm probably wrong. I had a right, in the wrong ways, and it did sway me, in all the right ways.

Because I love you. I don't know where it's coming from. I don't know how i'm going to stop it.

Because I miss you. And there's nothing i can do or say, to get by.

i have no complaints, no anger, no upset, no happy, no excitement. im cruising through life well balanced, and very very bored. thus the empty pages. fucka

i really dont want to know where this is heading.

All i can say is that ive been a very happy girl. For so many reasons i cant bear to lose. Friends are good. Boyfriend is good. My daddy makes me happy. Though i can't say the same thing for my mother.

And i can't wait for the 8th of May. :D